Harun, 17 turning 18,
Hello there :)
''A picture says a thousand words'', so I'll let my tumblr define who I am.
a follower from my other tumblr left a message in my ask to tell more about Her, Mashara and honestly I have no idea what to say. You know how there are some things where you can’t describe? She’s one of them. I can’t sum her up in a message. And I know she can’t read this, but I love you mashara.
I thank god you guys aren’t in NP.
Who gives you the right to judge other people’s relationship? Do you really have to be in a relationship before you’re able to show your love to someone? Hell fucking no. If someone wants to hug or kiss the person they love, let them fucking be. Who are we to judge them? And what does being in a ‘status’ have to do all this? So according to your logic, before you kiss someone you love, you gotta be in a relationship first? What type of bullshit is that? What differences does it makes whether you’re in a relationship or not? Love is love, there’s no differences. Does being in a relationship stops someone from cheating on their partner? No. Then? What differences does it makes in showing your love to someone irregardless of whether you guys are attached or not?
I am so irritated and confused and angry right now. Angry at myself, confused in my studies and irritated that no matter how much I try I just can’t get my grades up. I used to be one of the top scorers in my class back in secondary school and now my marks are utter and total bullshit. People used to look up to me for guidance when they don’t understand a certain subject but now I’m a fucking bottom feeder in class. And sometimes, tbh I feel like a joke and this feeling infuriates me especially when someone jokes about my grade. Common test starts in 4 days and I really really need to get a passing grade in all my test. My ego demands it.
Now I don’t understand a shit of what’s happening. Fuck.
Sleeping early is almost nonexistent in my dictionary.
Shut the fuck up. Shut the fuck up. Shut the fuck up. At least you’re in a job that respectable, kinda and the hourly wages are reasonable. Unlike my job where I have to wear a stupid uniform that doesn’t fits me, get looked down by others and the wages are a pathetic $3.50 . Be thankful for fucks sake/
which means that I’m gonna drink at least a jug of coffee to keep me awake, which also means I’m gonna overdose on caffeine, which also means I’m gonna be an emotional wreck tomorrow. I can’t wait for the holidays to start, maybe then I can finally get proper sleep and stop these stupid break outs.
Why did I have to finish all those coffee by myself ):
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